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Bottled death and liquid sunshine. by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

The strong by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

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The strong

Exhale in a controlled way Breath coming quick as your series of pirouettes at the barre Stretch your toes Bend to see the pretty feet The instructor smiles Smell the smell of work Of falls and flight, Adolescent gossip and toddlers toddling Feel your muscles hum warm under the soothing reassurance of Lycra See the flashes of colour Dirty looks, smiles, joy Pretty pink shoes in a row Feel like a freak Yet one who belongs The strong Inhale in panic Too many days on your back Pneumonia creeps Bent and frozen akward unquenchable position Grimace unmoving Smell the smell of decay Of dirty hair from a fro

Still China Doll by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

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Still China Doll

Breathe in Breathe out This is what life is all about Staring at the ceiling Staring at the wall Turn, turn my little china doll I'll think what You think Do what you say You'll do it for me, so it'll be your way What's that Isaid What's that I hear Why do I bother you with my tears I'm frozen stiff I can't move A china doll gets no love Stuck in place Waiting to be free But can't you see? When I can't move I'm still here And your disdain is very real Can't you try Just one day To try it my way Quick be still Be a frozen china doll you can't move at all Oh what's that You have an itch Don't waste

Alabaster Past by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

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Alabaster Past

Break this stronghold This alabaster cast Let it fall from my face Into the past Let me breathe And finally be The person I'm meant to be A little good A little bad Mostly happy Sometimes sad Smash that mask Up comes hope 100% me Is how I cope I won't lie I'll not hide I'll show everything I have inside Some days will be hard Some days rough But this alabaster mask Has had enough When the dust settles My mind clears I am honest Won't hold back fears I am not you But I am not broken I take some steps And I am hoping You'll accept the me Behind the mask That's all I can do That's all I ask I will

Drop Dead ED by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

Anger Revisited by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

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Anger Revisited

What I wear isn't a reason To hate me Berate me To shame me To blame me To rape me To taint me My body is a temple Not a place for you desecrate To spend your fury To create your hate. No means no It's a low blow We're gonna take back the night Pick up our fight To shine the light On darkness and fright We are not your property To misuse and show no mercy Too many of us Hold secrets Of hideous memories No one else can see We vow not to tell Not to yell it from the skies To cause your rightful demise To wipe away your threads of lies That compromise Our health, the way we trust Or don't trus

Frozen by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

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Frozen

My soul breathes within this broken shell that I call my body I may not have use of my limbs But I can feel your distain When you ask a caregiver What I would like instead of having patience to ask me and wait for a reply it puts a chink in the armor around my soul I am a person, with feelings I have a brain that works as well as yours Sometimes stronger given the Unrelenting box I am placed in If you take the time to get to know me To see me beyond the frozenness of my limbs You might be surprised Will you ever know?

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Bottled death and liquid sunshine. by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

The strong by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

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The strong

Still China Doll by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

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Still China Doll

Alabaster Past by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

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Alabaster Past

Drop Dead ED by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

Anger Revisited by PrettyFeet2Gimp, literature

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Anger Revisited

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Dystonia by Drumboy, literature

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Dystonia

This is the Last time-out Calm before the storm, darkening clouds ANXIETY, desire me, admire me Someone find me, I'm out of control CHORUS: The time is now Life of terror spiralling down Spinning out of control Lack of freedom, distract from indecision WHO IS PULLING THE STRINGS? Living in the dark, shadows in charge THEY CAN READ YOUR DREAMS? *CHORUS* This is the Last time-out We're still falling down, calling out This is our First big bang We're out of chances, no more plans The world's collapsing now Relapsing now, UNDERGROUND The lost souls hide away Disguise face, NO ESCAPE

Not Her Own by joyfulmusic, literature

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Not Her Own

She felt as though she were in a body not her own. It was someone else’s skin she wore. She herself lay trapped just under the surface, unable to control this body’s movements. Of course she didn’t tell anyone. How could she? They would think her insane. Could anyone possibly understand what she was going through? Could anyone out there sympathize? Glancing in the mirror she took note of the dark circles under her eyes. When had they reappeared? Things had been going so well for so long. The medication had been working wonders. Now it seemed as though she were trapped in a repeat of the summer just after graduation. Her musc

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Mar 15
Canada
Deviant for 11 years
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Im just a girl with perfect en pointe feet that are useless because I now have a horrible disability. Some posts may be triggering or dark. I have also been having misadventures with food forever.

Favourite Movies

Lorenzos oil, la vita e bella, xmen anything, stick it

Favourite TV Shows

Glee, bunheads, big brother, SYTYCD

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Lady Gaga, Ali Stroker, Adele, Flyleaf

Favourite Books

Harry potter, wintergirls, land of stories, my sisters keeper

Favourite Writers

J.K. Rowling, Jean Little,Jodi Piccault, Laureleen McDaniel

Favourite Games

How to stay active during periods of bedriddenness

Favourite Gaming Platform

Katawa Shoujo

Tools of the Trade

God's greatest gift to humankind: words

Other Interests

Tattoos, dance, art, I'll try anything twice!

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PrettyFeet2Gimp

Nov 2, 2012

Fuckin Dystonia

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Hi Sry can't type bc my hands r in fists above my head, dam Dystonia. Typing w a stylus in my mouthis exhausting. Reading evry1s stuff tho. Hope ur ok after sandy I'm in hell!

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PrettyFeet2Gimp

Oct 25, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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Super suicidal tonight. Haven't eaten in 82 hours. Haven't drank anything in 24. Fell off the deep end this afternoon and I can't swim.

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PrettyFeet2Gimp

Oct 20, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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I have been a very bad girl, but no one really cares about that. I haven't eaten solid food for 2 days and no one has noticed. I would be proud of what a major feat that was with people and carers around me 24/7 but to me it's just sad. I'm slipping, and there is no one who cares enough to catch me.

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LimesPotionShop

Dec 22, 2014

Hello fellow Dystonian. Stay strong, you don't fight alone! <3

theheek

Nov 23, 2012

what is dystonia ? i have never heard of it just wondering? i dont mean any offense

PrettyFeet2Gimp

Mar 20, 2014

Sorry it took me a long term to reply! Dystonia is when your brain makes your body seize (freeze) up and some times it lasts a long time and depending where it is, you need medical help. Like around your lungs. So stretch and yawn and then leave your arms frozen and seize up all your muscles and stay like that for a few minutes and that's basically what it's like. Thanks for asking!!

theheek

Mar 28, 2014

that sounds truly horrific iam so sorry
can they give u medicine for it?